sofar away !

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A laugh that healed the broken heart
With all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart
With all that I could
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we're so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find
A place in my mind
Where you can stay
You can stay away forever

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you're so far away

Sleep tight I'm not afraid (not afraid)
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me (place for me)
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book gets burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you're so far away

I love you, you were ready, the pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you when He let's me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied

So far away (so close)
And I need you to know
So far away (so close)
And I need you to, need you to know

ativiti malam

bile malam cam biase r kite 3 orang lpak luar..tp hari ni kitorang lpak kt umah aq..aktiviti arini ni best sket sbab acap nk blaja gitae dan mood die agak memberansangkan..hehe,insyaallah ,kalau besok xd pape bole gi jamming..aq skang ngah x tau nk wt ap bkak facebook pon cam xd pape ,tp dapat la chat ngan membe lame name die fatin diana,die dulu orang pendiam,skang da talkative jgak la..pastu cikgu sekolah st joe aq nk pindah,aq pon wish la tp sume coment aq die x layan,rase macam ad wt salah plak..hehe bwat bodo jela..bile pepiker balek memalam camni mood untok menulis ad plak tp lpas wan balik u nanty da x dapat da..hehe..insyaallah aq keje nanty..acap x boleh sbab nk berubat..

cari

jauh,aku semakin jauh dari pandangan dunia.kesayuan hari memerangkap kebebasan bersuara.mencari!kenapa aku masih mencari!garisanku masih tidak tersambung apakan lagi lurus!mengapa keinginan ini masih tidak dpt dibaca?! mengapa kesayuan ini masih dapatku rasa?!bilakah kaki ini dapat teguh?bila?!bila?!

gamba kawan

woah,skang nie musim hujan.cam biase la time camni kalaw aq xd keje aq lpak depan ngan aca.skang nie kitorang ngah online guna P1 yg wan kasi pinjam.td mase on fb aq tnampak la post kawan aq nie,bkan post la die kire gamba yg die upload.planning nk pgi sesametp x contact pon.hehe nk wt camne,diorang ad keje kowt.da cuti sekolah nie mesti jarang jumpe,kalau naek skolah pon ramai yg pindah.tula aq ingat nk ajak diorang kuar,tp duit plak xde.terpiker plak nk keje,tp bile da keje mungkin aq boleyh kuar ngan diorang tapi nk spend time ngan cikgu,acap `n` wan plak ssah..x apla kalau diorang ingat aq mesti diorang ajak bile kuar an?acap plak kat sebelah aq ie boleh plak layan prasaan dnga lag die tuju kan kat aq u A7X So Far Away,aq pown layan la skali sambil beberape soalan die tanye berkaitan R.I.P The Rev.

cuti sekolah

aq dah cuti,x tau nk bwat ap..aq piker nk rilex dulu tp mak plak sroh keje,wan kawan aq tu die cuti sem bulan ni..luangkan mase ngan die pon bkannye rugi pun,acap nanti maybe pergi berubat..cikgu plak x tau la plak an,hehehe.ni la mungkin aktiviti2 aq mase cuti nie.udate blog,on fb men gitar n lpak kowt ,blog ni baru siap..lame jgak x bkak blog..fb pon bole tahan lame gak..bebaru nie aq ad buat projek short filem,projek tu same-same dijalankan oleh form3 2012 smk st.joseph,hehe,ingatkan sambutannye trok,tp alhamdullillah memberansangkan,x adelah sume suke tp kire ok lah,ad permintaan dari senior form 5 and adek form 1 spaye masukkan filem tu kat youtube,insyallah aq upload..cuti ni lame la x dpat tngok FD ,hehe.my trademark`tengok dari jauh`.jangan ikotlah xd kemajuan pown,lagipon aq nie jenis kuat berangan..

hidup

aq slalu nk hidop yg agak tenang,bkan la 24 jam tnang.skarang ni aq tengah berkrisis ngan prangai a*i*,aq x tau ap salah aq dah buat kat die,kengkadang pnas giler ngan die.die lyan aq macam aq ni bkan drah daging die.aq banyak berundur.tapi unduran aq xd sape yg nampak acceept yg rapat ngan aq,event mak pown kengkadang x nampak.tapi kalau ikhlas bwat ap nk bagitau orang btol??untunglah aq ad kengkawan yg kire paham,x ramai tp cukup untok lpas kan sume..

behaviour

i wonder why my brother always did the fucking things ,a thing that i don`t like,i  realized that we seemed like   

no ordinary sibling.my mind keep searching for what i`ve done to him.is it my fault?his behaviour is so weird!